from Jakub Blank
There are many stars up in the sky
I think of you as they catch my eye
Full of beauty rich in splendour
Wondrous as your love so tender
I wish we could run away somehow
I know you don’t understand right now
As I watch over you with love and care
A day without you is a day without air
My heart beat pulses rises and soars
The fire burning inside me wildly roars
I want for what I know can not be
A wild desire that longs to be free
In a shifting universe never static
Forever expanding always automatic
Open to lessons that I’m learning
Teaching spirits inner yearning
For where we go we will not know
But everyday were sure to grow
Strength to strength on path unknown
Seed of wisdom have been sown
What life has in store we do trust
And life in faith til turned to dust
Never to look back with sorrow
Nor looking forward to tomorrow
This day by design will unfold
With future stories yet untold
In my mind I’m there with you
For just one chance to create anew
written by JJ ©
I miss you my love
It was almost like a dream
this morning when you left
I wish you had awaken me
instead you let me sleep
I heard you say I love you
on my cheek I felt your kiss
I almost missed you going
so quietly did you leave
I see your shirt on a my dresser
you touched everything I see
I think of how you make me feel
a lot of little memories
Out the window of my room
I think I see you on the street
and my heart begins to flutter
even though I know it can’t you
I wish I didn’t have to miss you
I already ache inside for you
You are not gone for forever
I know you will return
I want you near my darling
I ask you come back soon
My love for you is strong but
I’m no good without you
written by JJ
Tomorrow I will be in South Australia with my family so the view out my window will be quite different for a couple of days.
I am getting very excited about seeing my children after being away for a bit over two weeks now. Most of all I am looking forward to seeing my beautiful wife. It will be wonderful to hold her in my arms again.
I do feel for our Troops who go away overseas to places like Iraq and Afghanistan, it must be so hard being away from their families for so long. But the shear joy on their reunion must surely be exhilarating. These must truly be the most precious moments.
I just recently moved to a new town away from my family for a year. This is a very big adventure for all of us. I am sure to miss my family, however I know that what does kill us can and will only make us stronger.
They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder and I believe it does. This will almost be like the chance to start all over again. I look forward to the opportunity of being able to fall in love with my wife all over again and get to know her rather than take her for granted. She is very inspiring to me to take this on as effectively she has become a single mother for a year. I know I am getting the easy end of the bargain. That is one loving trusting woman and someone who really knows herself to be a powerful women to give her permission to her husband to apart from her so long.
I am already looking forward to traveling home to see my family every chance I get. I am very much looking forward to those moments of anticipation when the plane lands and I am waiting for the jet doors to open. All the thoughts of the excited happy face of my wife and babies waiting for me. Then as I walk up the areobridge and through the doors of the terminal and my babies race into my arm. Followed by the sheer relief of holding my wife in my arms again.
Welcome to my Blog and I hope to see you around and hear from you as I share my journey my you and my family and friends.
- This for all the women who have ever been taken for granted, whether you are married or in a relationship. JJ
A letter from a husband to his wife…..
You lay in bed and I kiss your check
And in your half sleep you whisper `I love you’
And I say `I do too’
I turn and go, leaving you sleeping peacefully.
You wake and I’m gone, you tend to the children’s needs
And I ride the train and read.
You dress them and make sure their fed
I log on to my workstation and get a coffee.
You wait to hear from me
And I tell you I was busy
You send me a note and say I love you
And I reply I do too.
You give up her life for your family
You give up your life for me
You go through so much
And I never see
You tend the house and prepare the tea
I log off at work, and stop by friends before I leave.
You make sure I will be happy with my meal.
I ride the train and listen to mp3’s
I arrive home you’re at the door
You smiles at me, glad I’m home
You kiss me and say I love you
And I say `mmmfff’
You call the family to dinner
and in our time we come to the table
For all your work the children say `yuck’
And I take the meal for granted
I clear the table & you clean the kitchen
I check my emails and you fold the clothes
I lie on the couch and you put the children to bed.
You read them their stories, and I watch TV
You sits beside me and snuggles up to me
I sit; I don’t hold you, I just let you snuggle close
You look at me wanting me to turn and look.
I say `I know what you’re trying to do stop it’
I fall asleep on the couch, you go to bed and leave me sleep
I wake and go to bed. I say `are you awake’
You mumble I’m tried go to sleep
I kiss your cheek and I turn away and dream.
I wake and we start it all again…….
When did I stop seeing you
When did I stop looking in your eye.
When did I forget who you are.
Why have I afraid to let you in.
You are beautiful, I miss you
I forgot how much you love me.
Will you forgive me.
Let me hold you never let me go
I love you xoxo
Two souls stood together before the dawn of time.
They said to each other, “Let’s dance with each other throughout eternity” and with the speaking of their words the souls became united as one.
They enjoyed many years of bliss together until one day they decide to journey down to earth. Knowing they may never remember each other
from life time to life time they choose this reality nonetheless. So they shared the joy of each others presence for the last time before they finally forgot who they were as they descended down through the universe into material existence until they were born unto the world. And they journey through time forever seeking each other. Many times over and over, every time not recalling who they were, returning each time to find one another again and again, forever getting to know each other newly with each encounter.
But each time they found each other and with their coming together magic would happen. The two souls recognizing each other in the others eyes and their hearts would begin to beat as one. They would feel each other knowing and sensing the others presence no matter where they were.
Their love, timeless through the ages transcends times itself.
written by JJ